-- I had a meltdown yesterday because my mom wanted to take my son to Disney next weekend and I freaked out because I haven't taken him yet and I didn't think it was fair that someone else take him first. And then I further melted down because her friend offered to pay for me too and I hated that I felt so broke that I couldn't pay my own way to Disney.
-- It was fixed last night by me just saying "No, you can't take my son to Disney before I have a chance to." I still feel bad.
-- My husband noticed how bad I seemed to be feeling last night and cooked dinner for me (a frozen skillet meal, beef lo mein) and then hung out with me in the living room while I played a video game for a change. It was very sweet.
-- Henry is 3 months old as of yesterday. He still doesn't roll over, even though he's crazy strong. Is he supposed to be rolling over yet?
-- I feel like I'm talking about a dog when I talk about "rolling over"
-- Good boy.
-- This week back has been really hard on me, but I'm amazed at how quickly I've fallen back into work. The last time I came back from leave I had a steep learning curve while I got back into the groove. I really don't feel like I left.
-- This week has otherwise been very very hard on me. I can't pinpoint it, because it's not so much the being away from the boys, although that's part of it. I'm just exhausted from the day-to-day of it all.
-- I'm obviously exhausted, re-reading my last post and how many typos there were.
-- And I'm not going back to fix them. So there.
1 comment:
you so shouldn't feel bad for not being able to afford to go to Disney - Disney is expensive! (We've been saving for ages - this is actually Fuss's 2nd birthday present - we delayed it so the cousins could join us)
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